Tuesday, September 22, 2009
once you spat out those words , there's no turning back ..
today aft sch went home eat lunch wif family (:[ hahhs today i vehh guai ^^ ]okayy i'll talk abt tht thing tht make me cry lyk shyt .and im damn freakin' sadd .. and disappointed ..okayy here goes ..mayb i'll cry agn but .. i cant dun talk abt it ..ytd , i asked ****** if we were best frens .he said he dunno how tuhh answer my question le ..aft i read tht msg ..my heart had been stabbed agn ..he said he dint treat me as he treated his best frens ..wad th fish laa ?!wad he mean by tht ?he could juz say those sadding words but .. it really hurt me deeply ..he said he trusted me ,all those words ..aint real ..mayb .. mayb not ..but i dun freakin care . !!haix ..i told hymm tuhh reflect on wad he'd done tuhh me and *** **** .and i also did wrong , i noe .yeahh i cared too much rite .i wont care tht much anymore le .haix i juz wanna care for hymm and be thr for hymm .but he dint appreciate it and told both of us tuhh not ask abt it , forget it .we will not bother .although i miss you alot , and also miss talking tuhh you ..i cant help but tuhh stop thinking abt those sadd moments ..but i juz keep thinking abt it ..i cant bear tuhh leave you .. [ not tht kind , dun think y y ]if you're having problems or anything , if you do really trust us ,pls share wif us , we can help you .we're all in this together .if you dont really trust us ,fine , you cann share wif your best frens ..dun keep it in your heart ..it'll only hurt you further ..you noe , whn we see you in this state , it really breaks our heart .juz hope you will change your attitude towards studies and towards friendship .hope you really understand wad we told you ..we will not talk tuhh you tht soon cos we need some space so .. you could also self-reflect .im sry for everything . you shud too .takke caree , god bless .Labels: i've cried millions of tyms bcos of you
